ItsShayneNow

2011-08-07T15:08:00.003+08:00

Somehow, I have a hunch that my mum has forgotten about my birthday, and so does my best friend. It's like they totally din't mention it or they might be planning secretly. But I'll bet that they really forgot about it since they are not the surprise type of people.

What can I do? Emo lor.

I guess I'm somewhat adjusted to poly life now. Especially since the project work saga is over. You-know-who has been pissing me off the whole time. Seriously, I'm that kind of person that won't mark you down as long as you
-Show effort in your work
-Doesn't give me last minute work
-Does your work actively and quickly (especially it's just editing)
And when I mean editing, I don't mean spaces and indent, I mean editing of the whole document as well as adding in new stuff. Anyway, you-know-who took 2 days to add in spaces and indent. Joke. And it's microsoft document.
And you still dare to give yourself A in your peer evaluation, sugar thick skin.

Birthday wish: Hope that I'll be in the same class as pearlyn, jin xiu, jing yi, jeannie, rachael and won't have group mates like you-know-who.

What went wrong?

2011-02-04T23:39:00.003+08:00

LOUSY MOVIES THAT CLAIMS TO BE BOX-OFFICE. I really hate it.

Okay calm down. Okay, so what happened during CNY?

I dint visit my father-side of relative last year>they couldnt recognised me>because I grow taller>and wore skirts unknowingly>and my father was a joke.

Sigh, 2 years can made so much of a difference, they were making alot of hoo-ha over me and my so-called new image. Worst still, my dad couldn't recognised me (don't ask me why, I have been asking myself the same question for the past few days) and was mistook as my cousin's-girlfriend because we have couple look and I came with his family.

And yes! Woanting is wearing skirts like a very common thing! I used to freak out when wearing skirts but now, I'm wearing skirts like... like... it was nothing! Sadly, I still feel a little uncomfortable wearing skirts.

Constance tells me to be more feminine, so I must spam on skirts hahahaha. All constance's faults XD

10/01/11

2011-01-12T22:16:00.003+08:00

12pm
'There's no point worrying now, don't cried over spilt milk.' my colleague Xin Yi was telling me.

'I'm not worrying or nervous! I'm just too excited for my result!' I replied.

Although honestly I know, I'm a little nervous. I had been waiting for this day to happen for the past few days with not a streak of worriness until that morning. I woke up with butterflies in my stomach. I spaced out. Remembering the days where I spent in Macdonalds, SSC with primary and secondary school friends.

1.30pm
'This year the result like not very good'

'How you know?'

'The teachers' face all very black.'
'When are you coming?'

The SMS-es I exchanged with Wei Er.

2pm
I checked my phone, no miss call, no message. What is happening in the hall now? How's my result?

2.30pm
Felt a strong vibration in my pocket. Wei Er called me.

'Hello? hello?----' Phone hang.

Is my name flashed on the powerpoint? Next moment was a flurry. Next came messages after messages.

'5dist you and me' -sizhen

'5As!!!!' - WeiEr

'1 A1, 4A2s' - Sizhen

'I dont know, they just said 5As' - WeiEr

That was the biggest smile That I din't see.

2010-12-04T12:18:00.002+08:00

Roller Coaster, that's how a plane flight felt like.

Din't enjoy much in hong kong, there's not much stuff there. It is just like Singapore, except that there is free air-con. Some of my junior are fascinated by the cheaper tag that is available in SGP. Sizhen was amazed by the bigger bottle of yakult that she finished it within a few minutes and started complaining about feeling very bloated.

Actually, I don't feel like blogging now. So you might find bored reading what I'm reporting.

I bought a bunch of 'grass', disneyland keychain (when we din't go disneyland), a keychain that look like me (even though I don't remember where I left it), 5 box of wifey biscuit, 1 box of almond biscuit and sizhen gave me another box of walnut biscuit.

Out of the 3 nights there, I only slept one night in my hotel room. Cause I find my room creepy. Amazingly, my room mate can survive alone in there (and able to sleep soundly).

I feel bored now. I go update my prom post.

Prom?

2010-11-27T12:51:00.003+08:00

Prom is finally over! The 4 hours we spent in the dining hall felt like 40mins only, time pass that fast. Can't really believe that we spent 13 days and nights for 4 hours, kind of irony but it's worth it, i guess.

It was raining halfway through styling my hair, it was even bigger when it's done. On the way home, my curved hair was straighten by the torrential wind, thank god the effect is still acceptable so I just leave it since time is running up. Took a taxi down and motion sickness kick in. Again, thank god I din't vomit. Jacket dropped when coming out of the taxi, thank god it wasn't wet.

I do find the food acceptable cause I heard last year was worst. Won a laptop bag, at least, it's better than last year 'Major Tan luggage bag'. Took a lot of pictures from other people's camera (haha).

Hang out with a couple of my classmates (And constance too!) and A2 peep to reservoir. Played truth or dare and gossip a little bit. Reached home at around 7am after having lor mee.

I forgot to mention that I flipped my wardrobe ( and my sis's) the night before prom because I felt, or rather everybody around me felt that the dress was not suitable. So the resuit was a change from head to toe. Dress change, shoe change, addition of necklace and bag. Wow~

Surprise.

2010-11-17T21:39:00.002+08:00

I had a sudden urge to do tarot-reading just now. So I took out and decided to do readings for my class outing tomorrow. I got a little sad when it indicates that everything will not go well or something bad will crops out. I stoned for a while thinking what should I asked next. In the end, I decided to get a reading on my O level results. I was so elated that I was smiling ear to ear when I see the card. Its a really good card and I was really glad. So glad I kept saying thank you.

Anyway, I went to check my phone later on. (you can't get distracted when doing the reading) Tanya told me that the Sentosa trip was indeed cancelled! Replaced by the East Coast Park trip.

Haha! So thats the bad thing that will cropped out. Surprise indeed!

empty

2010-11-13T19:09:00.003+08:00

Thats all I ever need, time.

O level is over and emptiness filled my heart. Just weeks ago, I was working hard on every paper I can laid my hands on.

When I realised that I'm playing my PSP instead of studying this afternoon, I swear my heart almost skip a beat. I had to calm down and remind myself, 'Its over, have a break now.' Frankly speaking, I can't. I keep switching from reading to playing and the process repeat. It's just so hard. I miss my maths, I miss every single time I get very satisfied with myself for doing an amaths question, I miss watching Mrs Pandian correcting my composition, I miss being rant on to read the newspaper we bought from school so 'we wont waste our own edusave money'.

10 years of maths, science, mother tongue and english are all gone by O Level. Irony.

Perfect english.

2010-08-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

I truly understand the meaning of racial harmony after living on earth for a gazillion seconds.

Day 6
Sitting in class pondering and thinking, traditional clothes taken by others and unable to fit in, what should I do? All the girls are going to wear something, I'm always the odd one out. Sigh...Why doesn't anyone take the attention to see if I manage to borrow some clothes from Yasser? Oh, I just remember I'm the odd one out. 'Hey, what you are going to wear tomorrow huh?' Tanya asked out of curiosity. Phew, I felt, someone finally bother to ask. That sense of relieve was beyond any words to describe, who will understand anyway. I mean I'm pretty sure no girls in my class is more 'out' then me. 15 girls, there's got to be one out.
'Nothing lor.' Trying to sound non-chalant.

'Don't bluff me lar!'

'Really nothing! Look at my desk!'

Oh well, she finally believe and panic for a while.

'Never mind! Yi lin got one! Big one! EHH! Yilin, lend woan ting your extra traditional clothes.'

'Huh? You don't have, nevermind! I have one :D I'll pass to you tomorrow ;)'

I was so happy that moment, but of course I din't jump for joy or smile like an idiot, all i did was 'Thanks' and smile a bit and turn to my desk and continue pretending doing some maths worksheet. However, I was still worried, what if the cloth isn't nice at all? What if it doesn't suit me? I'm 1.69m tall and have a not-so-thin-tigh...As a kiasu (scared to lose) Singaporean, I decided I have to have a back-up plan. BINGO! I'll ask my neighbour!

5.30pm
For so long, I din't meet up with them for so long other then bumping each other in a lift. After taking a deep breath in, I walk up to 9th floor and knock their door. It was the uncle who open it

'Hi, my school is celebrating racial harmony day cum national day, can i borrow a traditional clothes from you ^^?'

I felt like a realistic person, looking for them when I need help only. I was afraid that he will give me that look I dread. That look of 'coming to us only because you have motive, no I would not help you, FAT HOPE!'

'Oh, I'm sorry you have to wait for my daughter to come home first, would you like to sms or call her? She is currently doing art in her school.'

'Yes please, can you pass me her phone number?'

I bid him goodbye after he gave me Izzyah's number. While walking down back to my home I was thinking what should I sms her.In the end, I smsed her about the detail and she told me she would get back to me when she reach home and gotten the agreement from her mother to lend me her cloth. Feeling a little hopeful, I went to tuition. In the end, when I was back, she was ready to lend me and we had a little conversation. Mostly were about studies and I was glad to hear that we shared almost all subject except that I took amaths and she took arts. And i learn alot things about how they wear etc. Well, they wore this traditional cloths during important events like wedding and their new year etc. And even though they have a bottom to match with the top, they always just wore along with jeans and long pants.

And since they couldn't find the bottom, i just make do with the top haha. Anyway when Yi Lin brought it on that day, I kind of felt bad to reject it since she spend that effort to bring and all i said was 'Oh my, Nah.' Cause it was too flowery and I really don't like flowery dress, like ah ma's clothe XD

-Sign off, I really enjoy that day. Now I'm happily studying with Izzyah this few days :D

Stupid Tanya.

2010-08-02T14:15:00.000+08:00

Dear Tanya,

You know you sucks alot, every time when I see you I just wana punch you and diao you. But however I cannot, not because you got a cute/ugly face, but its just because I don't wana mess with the Laws and one day constance will come catch me. But anyway, no matter how much i hate you, i cant deny that I like to pour stories out to you and cry every single time. And hate you the next second, lalala. Anyway, you are not a good friend to me, we cannot go out and play without constance cause you will bully me every single freaking time, to the verge of tears. 八字不合。But anyway, somehow, because we're graduating, i know ill miss you, Ill call you out on 2014 too ^^ provided nothing happen on 2012.

However, im happy because i wont need to see you anymore on SCHOOL DAYS! Unless you come ngee ann and... -.-

每次被你欺负的小弟。

PS: you better dont come ngee ann
Happy birthday. You are still very childish.

CONSTANCE DAY!

2010-08-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

Constance 大哥

生日快乐，祝你一年比一年肥。然后，能进你要去的初级学院(JC)。做个好警察and不要抓我。
然后就是这样了^^

Thats only the end for the chinese version. Since i dint write chinese for a long time, i kind of forget how to structured my sentence liao :/ but 你也好不到哪里去LAR~ Oh, wait for me arh, then we can go watch some NC16 movies XD Just kiddin' lar, now also don't have any nice movies :/ I also don't know what to say to you o.o Okay ill just say something bad about you *HEHE* I still remember the time when i was sec 3 and you confess to me that you hate me before (but you're not the only one anyway XD) and that you ask for my forgiveness (just kiddin lol). See constance, how unbelieving to think that one day you will be a close friend of someone you hate. (WOW) We are graduating soon (fetch tissue box over) I believe I will still try to keep in touch with you in 2014, cause you probably wont have time for me since JC life is hectic and 2013 I'm in poly last year, no time for you anyway (BLEH)If you ever move your house or have a handphone call me at 9-99 to tell me so i can keep in touch with you still :D Or a better solution is for you to go open another facebook account ^^

Hope you find a better guy in your next step of life :D

每次被你们取笑的小弟。

PS: HXM is MINE. Until I found my prince charming, then I'll ditch him.

Still got people come and read my blog?

2010-07-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

Apparently, there's one follower to my blog, all i want to say is hi. Whatever, maybe it's glitch (sad)

Yes! Went to reservoir today, it was sooooo fun! I'm going there again tomorrow, hee. With extra clothes and homework too. Done some homework today along with manhua. Hmm, today was.....kind of nice, had a nice talk with manhua, and got a reminder from her. Yes, if she have not said that, i guess history is going to repeat.

I have been thinking alot this few days:
I'm scared of being hurt the 3rd time.
I'm scared that it wont work.
I'm scared that this does not last.
I'm scared I could not take it.

Stop looking back please.

2010-07-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

Today
I
Saw
A
Public
Bus
Park
In
School
For
Those
Wushu
And
Dance
People
To
Go
YOG
Opening
Ceremony
Rehearsal
And
I
Was
Awed.

Lucky dude man, if only i was born 1 year later and had join wushu XD
The bus no. is 'Chartered'

O' Level Fever.

2010-05-31T18:58:00.002+08:00

So i have been studying very hard this few days, yea there are people out there that say that language is useless for last minute studying or mother tongue can retake. But nonetheless im one of the few that study really hard.

Because i dun wana live with a B with chinese anymore.

Come 'on there's a reason i wrote i love my roots over there << I really love MY ROOTS. While, my roots are in china where i believe my ancestors are from the southern side where people there speak FUJIAN or the very near FUJIAN de CHAOZHOU. Also, i like china history ;) Yea, so i give all my best shot. I dun believe ill still get a B. I mean, i put in thrice the effort, surely i deserve at least an A for goodness.

GOGOGO!

2010-05-21T16:54:00.003+08:00

10 years from now.

10 years from now, i see myself a very successful person. 10 years from now, Ill be working in a top american company. 10 years from now, people will be more likely to see my face rather than the opposite. 10 years from now, Ill be grateful for whoever that make me achieve this success. 10 years from now, I will be earning alot of money and live in a private residence. 10 years from now, ill own a few property. 10 years from now, ill be enjoying the fruit of my labour.

Keep yourself motivated.

Annoying orange

2010-05-16T19:07:00.002+08:00

I cant imagine what will happen if all the fruits in my house started screaming when i 'knife' them or 'blend' them.

Random issue: XIAO XIAO BIN NO DRAMAWIKI?! I thought he very famous o.-

Oh ya, so i have been watching Autumn Concerto because someone called constance recommend them to me before exam and i kind of tell her ill watch it. So i watch it lor. OMG ADY AN IS IN. Lame -.- Actually i was like very reluctant about it so i go watch yi tian tu long ji first then i was like 'wah ady an is really talented' then i start to find show that she starred in and tada, she is in AC. Then i watch it lor.

You see arh, out of 10 top ratings idol show, 9 of it will have the male lead either being very rich or successful. See the thing? Plot is what that sells in the story as well as the acting though i believe acting comes second after plot. Why? Some actor succeed due to a certain show he or she starred in and not because they are really good-looking or talented. But if you are good-looking like HXM (XD) of course you will go to a greater height.

Thats what happen when you are stuck at home for 2 weeks.

2010-05-14T22:53:00.003+08:00

'Ur behaviour irks me, I still dont get it why your attitude is so 360 degree.'

Just watch Ip Man 2 today, seriously go jump down a building if you dont. Not only because HXM was in XD (I watched this show because i wanted to watch him, wanted to watch ice kachang puppy love instead but after i knew he was in Ip Man 2 then haha. But anyway i found out later that ice kachang puppy love was only show in Vivo, which is kind of a failure anyway)

Back to topic anyway, Donnie fights real fast but if you want to see more of that, i recommend Ip Man 1 instead la. Back to topic. The main catch is probably HXM, just kidding -.- the main catch is the part where he fight sammo hung and for alot of solid seconds they were like freaking exchanging blows with a fast rate and then!!! Spoiler ahead, something broke, not so much of a spoiler, dun worry.

So today i went to watson - northpoint - AMK - Woodlands - Khatib - Home - OTO - Infront of comp. Actually the first and last few is located near each other so its just crap.

Oh and i bought alot of stuff including a 0.3mm pencil. I know its a pretty insignificant information for you, but come on can you go find out whose blog is this and who wrote this post? If they so happen to be different person then complain, if not then nothing happens anyway.

Anyway to spend only 1 day traveling to so much place is really very kua zhang but thats what happen when you are coop up at home for 2 solid weeks, not mentioning without going down except to get a dinner or lunch and mugging at ur bed every night or some days afternoon due to double paper. IS REALLY SO UNHUMANE. Oh btw, im kind of a freak who mug on bed and yet cant sleep.

My idol.

2010-05-13T11:11:00.001+08:00

Top 10 reason why I like HXM.

10. He is 帅。

9. He is tall.

8. He looks alot better than my classmates

7. and schoolmates.

6. He is taller than 99% of my classmates

5. and school mates.

4. He is really talent

ditto the singing part and dancing.

3. He is 1.8m, the perfect height for me to lean on his shoulder.

2. He is really compatible with Ady An, hoping they will film a show soon.

and lastly

1. I won't marry him.

Top 5 reason why I like Ady An.

5. She looks quite hot

4. sometimes but plain most of the time.

3. She has the perfect height to stand beside HXM.

2. She is talented but I don't know about her singing

1. I won't see her in real life.

2010-04-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

2010-03-28T16:12:00.003+08:00

'The story of magnet, thats how it works.'

Im so so proud of myself. I know im a bit narcissistic now but you shalt hear my story before you decide it XD

On Wednesday morning, i ask Benjamin how he broke his leg, then he told me he broke it while dancing then i gave him a very sarcastic and joking remark like 'Wow, you r my hero.' Being a very nice guy he just smile lar -.- then recess i sprain my ankle while walking, i noe i very li hai larh. Then i feel so lucky not because i get my retribution or whatever shat but because i din broke my leg, haha.

Then friday morning, my ankle is obviously not yet healed coz i din see any doctor then i go run 2.4km li hai right? I know ^^ and the best thing is i pass haha. But because i was sick too after i run i feel like vomiting and the whole day my face look very pale. Not joking lar, someone even say i use SK II BUT OF COZ i din -.-

Friday evening, long day man, tried to play kite but became a kite runner instead. Anyway, total fail lar, that day no wind so the kite flying plan was really unsuccessful. Then see the sinseh at 618, anyway it stills hurts now. Sadden.

Friday, thats what happen when you run when your ankle is not in the pink of its bone. It became yellow.

2010-03-14T13:45:00.002+08:00

'Maybe...I'm in love.'

Just when I thought scandals will die after awhile....I was wrong. It keep resurfacing that im a little fed up now so im going to tell the whole world I'M ATTACHED and enjoying.'

His name is Gnit Naow, his name is Gnit and his surname is Naow, yes we seen people with surname Neow, so his surname is somehow derive from there i guess? Just like some ppl surname is oh or ow but chinese is same surname. Anyway, it is pronounce as Nit Now, so whenever i need him, he will be there, thats what 'need now' is for. He is sporty, he never fail his napfa and never get bronze for it before, his language subject is superb he always scores distinction for it, so i always sms him whenever i duno some words or spellings. He is short but he has the same height as me XD Anyway, he's been in love with for for almost 16 years, ALMOST. So ever since i was born, he like me, thats what he claim anyway.

gnit naow woan ting any similarity? Whatever i describe him, put it oppositely and thats me. U DUMB HAHAHAHAHAH. IM Gnit Naow. Gnit tinG Naow woaN

2010-02-26T20:47:00.003+08:00

'One day, next year, ill thank you.'
'Even though i find you ridiculous and childish now, but I don't hate you.'

This few days, i get the feeling of riding on a bull or horse or whatever, the overall feeling is bad. I dont understand why people, or rather more specifically, adults will think that way. But alternatively, they dont understand why we think in this way.

From now on, ill try as i might to get time to study and study. My studies will like drop and then suddenly rise. Yes, its worst than roller coaster. For example, i flunk my test during the period of teachers' day due to little time to study + too tired to study. Then i was like 自暴自弃 so i give the very serious hackcare attitude that alot teachers grew so despondent on me coz im like dropping seriously from A1 to D7. But when it was exam where we have plenty of time i try to savage all my studies, i tell you the motivation is so great it feels really good. Anyway, this year its kind of the same case, i flunk most of the test i did but most test i din do due to HFM and HFM-aftermath. Anyway i was really busy in the February for my CCA and council, i dont blame either involvement i was in. i BLAMED myself, i dont know why but i think i only had myself to blame lar..........And then now when i tried to study..._ _ _ _ _ _ _ is not _ _ _ _ _ _ _. But you give me motivation to study coz you angered me, the more u left me in an inferior state the more i proved you wrong.

Open your eyes big and see miracles happening right behind you. No lar, im not challenging you, i just want to let you know, being angry with us doesnt do you good and doesnt do us good, its a lose-lose situation.

2010-02-20T12:54:00.001+08:00

Hi
Im very lazy to blog now since i change to another method of 'blogging', i purposely type this in small font, so obviously if u are interested to read u will copy and paste. But anyway im really very LAZY to blog now.
BYE.

2010-02-07T16:18:00.001+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2010-02-05T23:42:00.003+08:00

Love like you din or dun love at all.

This world will be better if people stop being a lovelorn.

2010-02-05T23:24:00.002+08:00

'Life is but a bed of roses with many thorns.'

People are getting stressed up over elearning like cons and WE. Seriously, cant deny a little piss from their consistent persist of help in between my enjoyment of Chinese R&J drama. But still, a little guilty that i was a little rude to them but i think they din feel it, but nvm, im very kind and so are they ^^

After all, true friends are the one that need your help. Oh well, i think i take elearning too lightly but...i dun find any reason to treat it heavily EITHER. Anyway, what im trying to say is, its just HOMEWORK, try your best, if you cant score well, the most u get is a...scolding or worst SIP but of course teachers dun give out that so easily if you have been a good student after all in class. Its not like you will get a beating when u score 0/25 in the mcq, RIGHT? -_-

So, just follow the format and write crap if you want, in my case i copy and paste and type some crap. Yes, i admit i type crap but out of those crap there are still nice stuff. ^^ For example, i type out answer from my notes for my geog, its plagarism but at least i take the initiative to find out the answer.

Anyway what happen ytd was, i done all the easy ones and din attempt to do my ss, then at late at night i attempt to do after i watch finish 5 episode of my chinese R&J. Then i realised its simple after all. And then thinking it was like physic, i got to print out and hand out and so i keep it until this afternoon i go in FB and saw manhua status and my horrors started from there. ITS NOT I DIN DO, IS I DIN PASS UP, but seriously it makes no difference -.- im not alone so no worries, plus i think ms lee spelled her email wrongly, HOPEFULLY *PRAY*

Today i login around 1pm, and do all the assessment available, they are simples ones lar, other than poa, i kind of minnie mynie coz i din go to sch wednesday so din attend the lesson, but i manage to attempt some qns with references to the textbook lar. And then i open out geog, it was like -.o then i left geog at 4pm and have the mindset of not doing it. Then i watch my chinese R&J again. After i finish another 5 episode of it, then i go attempt and realise its quite simple after all -_-....

And tada, the reason people hate E-learning is simple, THE TIME LIMIT IS A TIME BOMB. SCARY~

2010-02-02T16:59:00.002+08:00

'Earthling?'

OH gosh, the only time i can blog is when i get hand foot mouth, oh great.

Sometimes i wonder whether I really belong to this planet. You see, i was tan 3 years ago, and then 2 years ago, i grow fair and tall out of a sudden and fall in love with green for no apparent reason. And when i attempt to be an adult to use an adult shampoo, whether its hair and shoulder, Asience etc i grow dandruff. That was my failed attempt and im back to my baby shampoo days.

And then humans claim my handwriting is while, childlike its comparable to kindergardens kid just that mine is more legible, but it stills goes 'your up and your down, your right and your left.' Anyway my handwriting cant be straight and nice for 100%, it will slant and some will be higher than others. But for a small percentage i can write straight handwriting when im calm.

And then now even i have HFM, my foot is more serious than my mouth and hand when tanya and joanne are more serious on their Mouth and hand compared to their foot. And some of the blister on my foot is...itchy -.- when they claim that it shouldnt have any feeling. Anyway to be able to get HFM is a standard prove im still young cause young little kids get it easier than 15 years old.

Lastly, i tried to think of possibility why this happened. Firstly, I arrived this planet when i was very young and my real biological parent could be green(avatar is blue though :/)and they sacrificed their life to make me look human-like, i duno how? And they brought me to KK hosp to settle me down on my 'mum' real child, which died coz my biological parents killed her, :( Secondly, I was abducted by an alien spaceship when i was P4 and was dissected and they placed something in me which prolongs my life by making me grow slower.

This was all for jokes -.- anyway sometimes i do wonder why i always fall ill on non-school days most of the time, even now, the HFM i fall ill when i only left with 1 and half sch days? -.-

Seems like im not very destinated to MCs

2010-01-24T13:51:00.002+08:00

'Sometimes i think too much, so much that I think there are stalkers.'

Friday
No one was at home except xx and xx. and Dog. Anyway, went to Toa Pa Yoh with constance and spend alot of money, felt quite dumb, coz i dun really need sandals since we might not have a council camp but bought it anyway -_- And i think the scandals is quite cool literally, its like cold when u put ur feet on that cool and soft cushion. LOL like advertising it. Then bought a watch, a blue one since i need it for school. I start wearing watch when i join council, due to traffic. Coz i rmb my buddy said wear watch is better so u noe when u can start and most importantly stop ur duty haha coz sometimes cant hear de epic bell. Then bought a screen protector for my phone finally. And owe constance $10 coz most shops only accept cash. Then went home with the very nice watch and spoilt it when i wash my hand, so epic ^^ IT READs WATERPROOF.

Then got despressed over a spoilt watch, i duno why. The feeling is like a kid that done something wrong. Called MH out in the evening to watch movies, we watched 'The Spies Next Door.' Not good but not bad. Just that jackie chan still speak weirdly in english, he is like swallowing the words. And the storyline is well...too simple. Then the movie ends at 11pm. Epic day on friday.

Saturday
Went to Toa Pa Yoh. Yes, again -.- but it was pre-appointment. Went with HODA and he give that 'You owe me 10k' de face -_- Damn GL. Anyway return the watch and the shop owner say she will sms me in 1 or 2 weeks time to get that color back. Then go more than words and he gv me the 'disgusting + WTH face' when i show him some plushie to buy for his love-d one. Then went home and go m'sia. And god knows, one of the sultan died on friday and they are not allowed to do business for the next day, DAMN IT. Waste money and effort to go in msia -_- Its like the end of the world why one of their sultan died. What if 10 sultan died consecutively on 10 days, that means all malaysian got to slack at home and not go to work or school for 10 days? And all the overseas trades got to stop? Seriously, LIFE GOT TO GOES ON.

Today
Got to type in the reflection by my class buddies to Mr Chia and do my mountains loads of hmwk. Well, i deserve this.

2010-01-20T21:59:00.002+08:00

'The worst has yet to come.'

My flu is coming back again maybe because i dint rest enough. After Art club today, i reach home around 6pm then bath and around 6.50 where my hair is like 80% dried and i couldnt stand it anymore i went to sleep.

Coz mum not home today so got to buy dinner but dint buy coz simply just too tired then in my delirious state my sister told me her bf bought dinner liao then i was like orh orh. Then a few mins later i asked what? She said char siew roasted chicken rice with tofu. Then afew mins later i asked and? Then she said 'and what? u still wan wad.' then i said nth. Anyway the whole thing was stupid coz i wasnt right in the mind. Although i was half awake when she told me and though i was really hungry, i dint immediately wake up coz the temptation to sleep is simply too strong. lol.

And then i had a battle of sleeping and eating. I want to eat as much as to sleep. Thats de worst part. Im still tired now, somemore tmr need go sch by 7.30 T_T
I NEED REST BADLY.

2010-01-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

'I closed my eyes and I'm back to the 1920s'

Ms Liem says that when I write something in the net, it will be splashed all over. Well, i heard this for the 2nd time but then I dun know whether i should carry a diary coz i dun like to write. I love typing alot because i cant stop once i start, i type so fast that i tend to write stupid stuff and regret after that but anyway, its 'splashed' all over. And Liem also said that girls that play facebook are 不正经. I guess ill get tth to play my mh acc when i stop playing after march holidays. That also means ill stop going on net after that, thats okay lar, i also stop like 1 to 3 mths before exam so...im used to it, somemore its o's now. I have my goals to fulfil after all.

I start to realised I have start to convince my brain to change, I'm not controlling myself anymore, I tell my brain to do something and it does it automatically without myself realising it. Its not a sad case, it a happy case for me. I should have done that long ago. Ever since the start of 2010, my nightmare starts again, im really paranoid. Why do i have to sit at that place again for another year.

2010-01-13T21:47:00.002+08:00

'Next life, we'll meet.'

I open my amaths textbook, attempt the 1st question and then...i close my book and decide to look for a tutor, Im not happy with a B3 with my amaths for EOY, neither am i happy with a A2 for emaths, neither happy with A2 for poa, neither happy for A2 for humanities. My aim is 5 A1s. The languages, well, ill try to get b4 for english, TRY. And A2 for mother tongue. Perfect result.

5A1s is do-able, i need to STRIVE! For now, any affordable tutors out there? ^^

2010-01-12T19:59:00.002+08:00

'Talk not like u hurt, hurt like you dint want.'

I feel...very free now, not the case of nth to do but the free feeling of.. not suffocating anymore..From last monday till today, i keep having to focus on a new subject everyday, its like having no breathing space and got to adopt the a new thing everyday and having the dead line of just tmr.

Anyway, if the virus is spreading like too fast, i might contemplate writing a letter to MOE stating about the hygiene of orchid park. Every year, there got to have a virus spreading like wild fire. Last year, it was a flu cum soar throat, and last last year, a fever. Seriously, whats wrong with orchid park?

And oh yeah, i have a new project, my own personal project due on february, due to a long stretch of time, i might keep procastinating, ill try to use my power to stop my procastination. Because, ITS THE POWER OF LOVE. Not the love u r thinking though, but nonetheless valentine happen to falls on february, lol. Im wishing someone to give me fake lavendar flower with lavendar essense pour over it (actually, it smells nicer this way then the real flower), but flower is however either expensive to get or hard to get, in my opinion. Too bad, Le shoppe close down, if not can buy flower for urself (just kiddin)
Im still wishing, someone fulfill alright? But its alright, a few years down de road, ill force someone to do that, rofl.

I still i should off to do my project, ^^ HOHOHO.

2010-01-10T18:34:00.000+08:00

Chipmunks singing pei wen fav korean actor? rofl.

2010-01-09T18:55:00.002+08:00

'A game of you and me.'

Someone got to start the ball rolling, well, energy cant be destroyed nor created. Im gona do something if i _ _ _ you again.
I mean it.

Anyway, just when i thot i can sleep well on saturday night without the need to wake up early, I rmb something, MY FREAKING BURSARY. Seriously, the G.O.H (guest of honour) confirm will come late again, its the unchanging tradition for every year, and then they still freaking request us to come 1 hr earlier. BULL SHIT. Im not going to do that, ill come ON THE FREAKING TIME STATED. On time. And then go back to sleep with that printed cheque.

This whole week, this freaking week, this freaking new year 1st week, and i have to be exhausted like a dog, or even worst, this freaking freaking new year's first week. FREAK. No one to blame except me, I HATE MYSELF FOR ~~loving you~~ DOING WORK!

Resign to fate, but change a little, thats what i believe.

'There's something between us, no its not affection.'

2010-01-08T19:18:00.002+08:00

'That goes to show that we have no fate to even chance upon each other.'

I noe i have not been blogging for almost a week or even longer but....THIS IS MY BLOG. I have the right to leave it to die and u have the right to read it.

Monday
1st day of school, well, chaotic, we din expect it to rain and then we have to get the sec 1s up, they are so naive that they faced the councillors holding the plaque card instead of the stage. Anyway, everything of them will change in sec 2 or maybe in half a year time. -this is the fashion cycle of a teenager-
Other then all this, its the same every year, to have the sec 1 camping at the foyer, omg when will this stop -.-
Then their games start, kind of following them though i slack half of my time away, okay not really slack, at least i give instructions.

Tuesday
Its still the sec 1 orientation but i was suppose to stay in class THE WHOLE DAY. Then amirah called me to make dough. -spoilt my lesson-

Wednesday
Went for lower sec recess then make dough and then game start. Learnt that the 'tie fast' game was changed, oh well. Of all station this peeps still love captain dough. Everyone love it, lets give an applause to amanda tan shi hui. Then went back class for 1 stupid lesson, just 1 lesson. lol. Then go to hall with the sec 1 and then assembly.
Bringing phone to school is just a matter of time.
And, we can wear track/sports shoes and ankle socks now. All of this makes sense, i think this shld have been allowed a few years ago. Coz the purpose of wearing socks is just for healthy. YEY. OPSS 终于开窍了!!!

Thursday
Went to Ngee Ann open house, get a free mini shoes and a donut, got free flow of popcorn, candy floss and milo, but lazy to eat and get due to soar throat, maybe shout too much for sec 1 orientation, ARGH. Anyway, the mutated gold fish and liquid nitrogen biscuit was COOOOOOL.
Fever at night though.

Friday
Ate some med. Then i realise strepsils only prevent soar throat, it doesnt heal soar throat -_- STREPSILS MAKES U WORST. All the plegm inside makes your soar throat go infection. What de toot. Anyway went to Singapore Poly, and...it was boring, nothing to see or play compared to NP BUT very organised coz we wasnt left alone in no where rofl. And samson was a lost sheep, it was hilarious to keep seeing him yet he couldnt get tgt with us lol.
And i think my bro was at his poly, THANK GOD i din go his sch. Coz ill probably saw him coz ill go play with the science again like what i do for NP.

Saturday
FLAG DAY. EPIC. Call me to do some charity, so far i have some friends who will donate ^^ ill be in sch from 10pm ~ 12pm++, CALL ME TO DONATE ARIGATO, GUM XIA. Need to accumulate $25, sianz can.

2010-01-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

Im so piss off now, bad 1st day of new year. But anyway what happen was, my internet is really conk out. 1st thing is, it suddenly stop receiving connection when im loading a really long video -.- and then i restart and then it stop receiving again, then the 3rd time, IT FREAKING RESTART ON ITS OWN. WTH

WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH. -.- the video is 68min, cant it freaking load finish before it dc again, i feel like hitting my table man, but that will just make all the Bhudda statue or whatever my mum is praying topple down -_- cant even let off my angryness with ease.

2010-01-01T20:39:00.001+08:00

Somehow I feel.
There's something wrong today.

btw, happy new year.

2009-12-31T20:15:00.002+08:00

'Half open, looking.'

Hi, im tired and exhausted and happy new year.

Borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrring
Yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwn

Wake up early in the morning 7 o'clock and then go to school to have a very mini meeting, then eat breakfast, then jamie house, then shop for const bag, then movie, then shop, then mrt-ed, then home, then then then then then then...

This is a boring post, coz im tired, happy new year, blame urself for reading, bb.

2009-12-30T22:31:00.003+08:00

'Oh well, accept fate.'

Ytd watch abit of Taiwan Tornado in tudou, OMG so happy over it rofl. I duno why, i start to feel im a little biantai to feel happy that the male lead and female lead will be tgt in the end. And i keep laughing non-stop when i start watching it because of the way they speak (its in hokkien) is really hilarious as to compare to the chinese we heard on TV. Cantonese is still de best, though im a hokkien lang.

And today kh told me that a girl ask for his no. and add him on msn (it was pretty long ago, he now then tell me -_-) i keep laughing when he told me, its so unbelieveable that a girl will do that, i hope he dun see this post, later will slaughter me, rofl. The thought of it still keeps me laughing and smiling ROFL.

Anyway what happen was, debbie, he and me was chatting, then he mention it (like out of no where, he is like that de lar, always bring in topic from no where -.-) then after he say finish, i keep laughing non-stop and was pretty loud, and he was rather piss rofl.

tmr going to meet major tan, pity me okay :'(

2009-12-29T21:31:00.001+08:00

'Busy like ants.'

Ill finish my hmwk before NEW YEAR.

Just bought a new trap in mousehunt, uber happy now, coz i managed to borrow enough money from my friend to buy it haha.

2009-12-26T15:45:00.001+08:00

My phone can view youtube videos
I'M SO EXCITED

2009-12-26T13:09:00.002+08:00

'8 more days + 16 hours'

Ill keep editing my previous post till i see alot of green.. sigh, so much red -_-|||

Anyway, currently doing my maths, im wondering of the rate im doing, 1 page per day, i wonder when will it be done when there are....8 page, lol just nice -.- not forgetting chem and phy.

And geog

and poa

and ss

and many more....

Im trying to stress myself... really out and hopefully i succeed -_-

REALLY can get exhausted from doing all this la -.- although i dun attempt to copy ans from anyone. I really need a maths pro to come out with me and do my hmwk, im totally bored out, i open my amaths worksheet, i see qns 1, i forgot got such qns existed Y_Y

And the most horrible thing is, i din exaggerate any -.-

2009-12-25T16:56:00.012+08:00

'Got a keyboard at last.'

Its holiday and time to update what i did over de months.

English
Comprehension
2 reviews
journal writing
vocab

Chinese
1162
Read story book
-test in week 1
-reflection/skit

Mathematics
Nov 2008 paper 1 (qns 9 bi, 13)
Nov 2008 paper 2
Topic 7

A.Maths
Dunman sec paper

Chemistry
1.1
1.2 (teacher never teach)
2.1
2.2
2.3
3
6

Physics
Revision worksheet

SS
1 source base qns -.-

Geography
Some sch EOY paper

POA
Worksheet

Green means done, the rest u can go figure it out -.-

2009-12-21T18:00:00.003+08:00

'This is stupid.'

I think i noe y my keyboard spoilt, i sprayed some water i think, its really stupid, dun talk about it.

2009-12-18T00:49:00.001+08:00

feeling so conk out now -.-
my keyboard spoilt

2009-12-17T00:13:00.002+08:00

'Totally failed.'

I enjoy using facebook on my phone because i can horn for mousehunt. But wireless is so totally hard to use, either hard to get connection or suddenly disconnected, so sad.

And for some reason, im so excited for my life now XD Suddenly i have like new stuff to think about and do.

But, my life is still that bored.

2009-12-15T14:25:00.000+08:00

Touchscreen phone are just so hard to use.

Right?

2009-12-14T17:13:00.000+08:00

I'm so childish.
I can never grow up.

2009-12-13T15:56:00.002+08:00

'ill sue you on slander.'

I cried in my dream today, nearly died on suffocation, my nose was blocked and i cant breathe. Not the first time crying in dreams. Many times, i cried in my dream because my mum was bias to my bro. This time, i dun really rmb, but roughly know who im crying for.
Dreams come true - I laugh, i smile, i cried in my dreams before.

Suffering from insomnia this few days, tried to sleep at night every midnight, woke up for no reason in the morning and tried to sleep again but failed. Eyes is puffing out, making me even sleepier.

My ears are itching this few days too. So itchy, i think someone is scolding me everyday.

2009-12-12T11:30:00.002+08:00

'Will you forgive me if i say im really sorry?'

Im so fed up with myself right now. Really fed up.

I wana watch drama shows now, and immerse myself in completely. I really cant wait to graduate from opss, not because i hate de school but because i want to move OUT NOW. I wan to jump straight to my poly life as soon as I can. I know it sucks there, the lecturer dun give a dam about you, BUT its not like im going to give a dam about them either, i just do my assignment well and give great presentation and keep myself in tip top condition.

Today is my dog's birthday, im going to bring her out later, i duno where though. Just... bring her out and let her be happy, and she will be greatly satisfied by just bringing her out.

2009-12-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

'freak facebook.'

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WTH? Why only my account -.- i hate them. Life is so meaningless now, i go bath now -.- then i shalt go do dunman sec paper.

2009-12-05T16:34:00.001+08:00

'Happy, shalalala.'

Spent the whole day downloading songs and videos from youtube. Very happy coz i can finally download videos, but pek chek when the video lag in my mp4.

Then after that i tried to download the video into another format, finally wont lag -.- phew. Downloaded some TVB shows de theme song into my mp4, listen liao very soothing, like watching those show again. XD Although my mp4 has very little song like less than 20, im still very happy with those songs i insert in, coz ill listen to them haha.

2009-12-03T18:46:00.003+08:00

'Santa claus is coming~ to town'

Oh damn, xmas coming, ronza coming, i hate them -.- FYI ronza is a limited edition shop in mousehunt rofl.

Anyway, has been busy watching dramas this few days. Watching beyond the realm of conscience. Stupid title, huge hit. It is kind of a hongkong version of jewel in the palace. And then the most funny thing is, there are this 2 actress who fight in Heart of Greed, and Heart of Greed II aka Moonlight Resonance. And then in this show...they fight again -.-

Actress 1
Actress 2

they keep fighting non-stop even though they patch back a hundred times in the show ._. Its quite a nice show if only kevin and charmaine was tgt T_T so sad right?

Okay other then this show, im also watching Taiwan Tornado. LOL. Taiwan hokkien show, yes im watching it, wads wrong with that? Okay time to get back to my stuff, have you done ur holiday homework? Own up now. This is the group for u

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/pages/Havent-started-on-holiday-homework/219145624637?ref=ts

2009-11-30T14:27:00.002+08:00

'Dont talk about my eyelid.'

Just back from genting, i really hate it there, has been there for %^#!%!#$!$# no. of times -.- it really sucks, the theme park is still that old, the hotel is still that expensive, so are de food and everything. Even the arcade there sucks.... 'House of dead 4' spoilt, part 3 cant scan de card and i think it even eat my $ T-T Alot of machine that i want to play either spoilt or too little balls to throw, like 1 or 2 ball -.- throw wad shit..........

Anyway, i was observing one of the new machine, comet stars or something like that. Then it started to ran out of ticket, then some ppl came to play they din have any ticket and din bother to complain. So it continues like that for awhile, until i went to tell the workers there, they put in ticket and it started to flow out, in the end i was awarded around 300 tickets :)

And so i learn that: If u never open your mouth, no one give a shit about u.

And so i spent 50rm on some stupid games and that comet stars i got 1668 ticket all tgt.
一路路发！(1668) then i change a small pillow with their genting logo which cost only 1400 ticket and some various stuff.

Anyway, i rather go Jin Malun, coz i never go there before, and there got alot of fruits to pick :D

'i really hate it'

2009-11-26T17:53:00.000+08:00

200th POST WOO HOO watch 2012 dun miss it.

2009-11-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

'I sleep on my bed and slowly realise de pillow is wet, it was not my saliva...'

MY HAND RID OF FLOUR. EPIC EPIC EPIC!!!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH

Anyway im tired now, but watching taiwan tornado, and i nv watch that tennis anime today and does not feel like watching it now either anyway, That really proves that im not addicted to it, yey.

'It was my tears, it wasnt salty, it taste of pain.'

2009-11-22T19:04:00.002+08:00

'You will never win as a replica.'

Im not blogging as often as i do last time...But anyway, ill still blog once in a while. Anyway, not playing rs this few days, watching anime 'Prince of Tennis/Tennis Prince' whichever its called, it doesnt really bother anyway -.- I use to hate anime alot, but i still hate anime now, but not alot rofl. Anyway the thing is i still hate anime lar.

The reason im watching is because.... first, i want to see how they exaggerate the show. Its like the lead hit the ball and then it bounces into another direction, and then another guy with nickname called 'viper' can hit the ball until its like boomerang, go one curve shape, go out of the court and then go back again, anyway its very KUA ZHANG.

2nd reason, i wana see whether de 'prince' can be with that girl, but the problem is....the show is 170 episode although its 22min per episode, BUT 170 episode -.- And then after i watch everything, and they are not tgt, how sad is that :(

Im still deciding shld i continue anot, but will continue until i have something better to do o.o

YAWN, tmr going back to sch to ask de sec 4 get lost and get out of this school. Jk, lucky its at afternoon, yawn.

2009-11-18T18:41:00.002+08:00

'I tend to do what i want to do, i cant stop it.'

Oh well i brought back alot of presents like mosquitoes bite, bruises and a bonus present of a sprained ankle. OMG I FIRST TIME SPRAIN MY EPIC ANKLE.

People keep asking whether its better or okay now, i duno what to reply because i only can feel pain, i duno whether its less or more pain. To me its just purely pain, seriously, define 'better'. To me better means no pain. and not less pain, coz its not like i got an instrument to measure the pain degrees, ill admire the guy who invented such machine although i feel such machine is redundant other than for ppl who has appendix.

Okay, next the high element is seriously, REDUNDANT. Since we will do it for sec 3 camp...........but the juniors din do it but they will do it one day :/ Although its alittle different, coz u are forced to finish it instead of drop and go. But the thing is, both are called high element for a reason -.-

Okay, waterfall, MUAHAHAHA im very proud of myself that im like only one of the few girls that can control myself from floating away or push off by the current, and not to mention mostly were boys that are able to control themselves. And no im not a very good swimmer since i stop swimming for like 2 years ever since -censored- but i just manage to. And alot ppl say they learn swimming, they noe how to swim but i keep seeing them get push by the current >:/ But the bad thing is i cant played it twice coz i sprain my ankle.

And...PAINTBALL. Ok i got headshot by ms koh H.N. within the first min i think, okay im so lousy -.- It kind of feels like needle stabbing the mouth when i got shot at my mouth but still, its called a headshot right, the paint is like creamy and it smell very disgusting. I dun wana say the procedure since i was being aim by 2 ppl because my head very oblivious T_T

Since its a short camp ill post, as for shanghai, its too long that i duno...I only noe i bought alot of stuff XD

8days around shanghai.

2009-11-14T02:09:00.002+08:00

'Ill be ~~bad~~ back.''

Its is currently 2.14am when i start this blog post, i think it will be 3am when i finish, im not sure, ill try to keep it brief only on what happen today.

It is 17degree celcius in shanghai today, for those who duno how cold it is, it is like genting but u need to wear a shirt, a long sleeve bigger shirt and a jacket from london(which is colder) and u still feel cold. Ok its that cold :) Oh, i still bought a sleeveless big jacket to wear on top of that 3 layer of cloths AND I STILL FEEL COLD.

Since its cold, the scene is foggy and so it means blur. So my plane start off late < basket. 5 hrs later, (from the starting off time in my air ticket lar), we reach singapore but then we still cant touch down. Why? Because the plane crash, just kidding -.- although its friday de 13th. < i just knew it when i go to facebook. The reason is because there is no parking lot available, the plane has to go round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round and round in air
UNTIL
no not touch down. Until my head giddy, not pain is giddy. Ill rather have pain then giddy, coz when it is giddy, u feel like vomiting. Okay, the thought of it makes me feel like vomiting now coz im tired yet ill want to finish this post before i sleep -.-
Then around 9.30pm touch down wheeeeez~ Then immediately go basement 2 eat laksa, yea i still find china's food not very nice, only the dumpling nice aka xiao long bao etc.

And then the 1st thing i do when im home is......not on phone, is bath. ROFL. Then i go get my luggage, start unpacking some stuff then ask my mum for my phone, since she lock it in the drawer then alot sms-es from my ~~beloved~~ frens. The 1st i replied was Madeleine Yeo < be honoured. Then Kian Hui, then some friends of mine, not very convenient to blog, hope u dun mind. AND THEN LASTLY HO WEI ER. She din sms me, i din reply, i SMSed HER.

Anyway, i only miss one thing from ShangHai, that 19years old son of my mother's fren aka my 2nd sis de god-brother. Will talk about him more tmr, i shalt sleep! its 2.29am yey!

2009-11-05T21:29:00.001+08:00

Bye Bye SINGAPORE!

2009-11-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

'I know, i know, i wont be a lovelorn anymore.'

I dint blog for so long i nearly forgot i have a blog. I use to blog because i have nth to do but now getting busy thanks to rs. Anyway, today went to KTV with jasmine OW, mufang and constance, but the money was not worth well spending, i still feel its wee too exp even until now, but anyway it is SPENT < thats de main point.

And i hurt my leg in council room ytd while meeting, and i hit on to a sofa somemore. Maybe because that sofa was't that fleshy and was hard so thats the reason. It is so swollen that i thought i fractured my leg but then that part the bone is suppose to be dam hard or harder then the other bones of mine. But anyway, i still pray its just blue black. Anyway, i got so much injuries that im contemplating to keep a blog to record my own medical history, records that even doctors dun have since as long as i can walk and write i wont want to go to the doctor hahs.

Tmr is just another series of ytd, just a little longer. And i have learnt 2 pages of the song im learning. I hope i still rmb.

2009-10-29T21:43:00.004+08:00

'Im blogging for the sake of blogging.'

I feel very sianz i find no reason to live anymore. <---thats kind of true, im like suffering sub-consciously with no reason. As i said it is sub-consciously, i wont noe even if there is a reason. I only can say, IM REALLY SUFFERING. Like going to suffocate soon, my heart thumb suddenly and i feel pain, but 15 sec later its gone. <---thats pathetic, yea i noe, but i dun even feel sympathetic at all, because a girl like me wont let me or even ppl feel sympathetic, because i just look like a person that can bounce back. <--- thats a reason im a councilor and not a girl that smoke.

Today i plan so well, ill go home straight after school and then call my mum to bring me to yishun polyclinic < style="font-size: 78%;">after all, its others' people problem to clear my shit. after all, its others' people problem to clear my shit. When I myself were de one who always clear others' people shit and will understand those shit-clearer feelings. <-- im not trying to display how noble im, but seriously i have been doing such stuff for a decade -.- Okay at least half a decade -,-

Then nvm, i message 2 reliable person to bring me there, the 1st one is a boy that is prawn fishing at the bottle tree park, fine i wont blame him that much since time is money there -.- The second one, Madeleine Yeo, she was studying her O's when i sms her, and she noes de way (even though she only went there once, shingz her) and she agreed immediately to bring me there (so good right?) but i must bring my dog, actually i dun mind coz my dog has not go down for a very looooooong time, and then, she brought me there le lor and come back at around 4pm. Very happy lar of course, not because she save me at the time i needed help the most. But at least she lifted up my spirit that, this whole world isnt made out of ppl that...heck care about it.

For now, i wan some peace, im going to learn piano tmr, yey~ Actually not really, im just going to learn 1 particular song. So its more of a memorising. Im going to play one of the barney song 'we are happy family' <--just kidding, im still not that childish until i need to take that steps.

2009-10-28T19:11:00.002+08:00

'Argh.'

Started my 1st ever jogging this monday with man hua, oh my she is so enthusiastic and jogs better then me. Anyway, we wanted to go stadium to jog but then another school is like having competition there or what? Then if we go in run with them also very pai seh la, in the end we jog from CC to Naval Base main gate, i noe its like 'failure' but hey, we start from small ma.

Oh ya, i forgot that running should wear shoes, i wore slipper on that day and has 2 blister but nvm coz if u wear slipper u need to like hold ur slipper so they wont have de piak piak piak sound, then now my ankle hurts which manhua said that it is building muscle, WOW its very rare and hard to build muscle at ur ankle. 'rofl'

Gona buy a green or purple basketball soon even though i wont play it until near end of november.

2009-10-26T00:39:00.003+08:00

'If life could have one thing, than that will be woan ting.'

Oh gosh oh gosh, im so embarassed -.- Anyway skip skip, recently, harassed by a Philippine guy who noes me thru the internet. Okay should say harassed by 7 guys who noe me thru FFS, a Facebook game. JUST BECAUSE IM considered rich in FFS. @$#%#@%^@%!# What happen was...:

A guy add me when i login in facebook, thinking that he was a mousehunter too, i add him. And then who noes tragedy strikes. After i add him, he request for me to be his good fren and to be his owner forever, must buy him when someone bought him back and then must recommend to my fren that has enough money to buy him too.

Skip, 10 sec later, a couple of his friends join in to comment on my ffs wall (for ur f.y.i commenting on ffs only req both player to be players of ffs, does not have to be friends) Begging to buy them too, 10 mins later i got 6 friend request, obviously i reject all of them, who would wan more friend request or rather beggar request.

MISS LIEM, LIFE SKILLS! IM HARASS IN INTERNET, WHAT SHOULD I DO?

< Ms Liem Almighty smile, i love ms liem :D

Ps: leave me alone, im so ugly and gayish. (this is by me not my beloved liem peng lan)

Lesson learnt: Dont play ffs, if you have to, dun be too rich.

2009-10-20T20:52:00.003+08:00

'Do you think you have what it takes?'

Just receive news that the excos won a prize for the SP thing which we did less than 15mins which is so unbelievable -.- But most probably i think it is consolation prize bah, not much ppl hand it in lol.

And internet connection is really lousy, so sad. And ronza is coming, my mousehunt no money T_T Nvm, got 2 weeks to save :D

2009-10-18T12:39:00.001+08:00

Climb the wall!

2009-10-17T19:24:00.002+08:00

'If you cant stop then u turn.'

http://apps.facebook.com/mousehunt/

People who play this game, prove that he/she has patience. <:)

Sick and tired.

2009-10-15T18:26:00.002+08:00

'There is no such thing called the best, only the better ones.'

In the end, went out only with Ah wei. First we went to northpoint de library and find some books, too bad, the book i wanted was on loan. But nvm, we went on to search for other books. Then ah wei was bored by the related-books im finding and went to take de 'outer space - aliens' or something like that la. Then after that go to MRT to sembawang.

AND TO MY HORROR>Yishun has shuttle bus to SSC too -.- waste our $ of 90cents together. So still take MRT since we are inside to Sembawang and from there take their shuttle bus to SSC. Shop at daiso and bought some stuff. Quite costly even though they look cheap >:/Then walk around and eat there and realise there got kopitiam, we should have eaten there -.- Anyway, went back to yishun MRT then go back library to borrow one book.

MUAHAHA, im now very busy, i need finish that book and finish watching the DVD drama im currently watching. And then ill get more books and finish them. so hardworking right? I noe :D

Bands.

2009-10-14T10:43:00.002+08:00

'Look at the mirror first before you think someone likes you.'

For everyday that pass, the nearer im to senior high life. I mean, sec 4. And then it will be my 16th bday and then O level and going to JC to 'trial' before i get my o level results to decide which school i wana go...

Part of me wants poly so that i wont have to mug everyday for 7 or more subject. Whereas in JC, you need to mug like secondary school which is a dreg. I duno whether this will happen for poly but im sure poly only need to take 1 course and around 3 more sub-course that is related to your main course. Which means you wont get MT if you choose english, this is just an example though.

BUT for now, i have 5 school holiday on hand, thursday, friday, sat, sun and mon. Best of all, i dun believe that i have just finish my exam. Oh whatever. So play play play lor. Thursday going out with ah wei and maybe ah yan, ah hui to SSC. I want to make good use of my time, but seriously, i duno where to use.

So i decided to watch DVD drama, and be a guai geek girl :D And forcing myself not to cry when i feel like.

Informal letter.

2009-10-09T18:00:00.003+08:00

Dear 7-letter,
胡婉婷终于想通了。。。想的彻彻底底，无比的通。

我应该感谢她。让我学了很多东西。也要感谢他。
虽然现在很讨厌你但也非得感谢你一下。让我睁大眼睛看看你是什么人。
他们说你星座很单纯，但一点也不是这样。
虽然你有一大男孩的生体，不过你心里是一个十岁的小男孩。行为非常的幼稚。
他们说男人很笨，我已开始就知道你一点也不笨。只不过太粗心了。
我很想哭但是哭不出来。不知道是因为坚强或者就是不想哭罢了。
我只知道我很后悔。很后悔，很后悔。太后悔了。。。后悔。

现在。。读书吧！读书万岁万岁万万岁！

Your nemesis,
Ow Woan Ting.

If u think this informal letter belongs to you, its actually not. Because the person im writing to could not possibly noe im writing to that person. Anyway, this informal letter belongs to this blog, not you. And this blog belongs to me :)

2009-10-02T14:29:00.001+08:00

10 more days. some idiot took my notes and gave to another idiot.

2009-09-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

Yey, exam's coming im so happy. WOOOHA! Exams come = nightmare over. Just spam ur whole year's hard work thru the paper, and thats it.

I told my mum that i might not be able to get bursary this year. She just told me 'pass jiu hao le' But this nv-listen-to-mum-girl of coz still stress herself to get the bursary. Anyway im brushing up my language this few days by reading books and i realise...'if only i can read and read all days and nv do hmwk, how great will this world be.' Coz fail english = no bursary. lalala

After exams im going to...
-get a basketball myself.
-Run in the stadium every thursday after school.
-Start swimming, try to hook those paid per lesson coz... im old now.
-Or at least go swimming even if there are no lesson.
-But before that ill get myself a swimming suit. A black/red/grey/blue one. Green looks ugly, come on imagine it -.-

Yea mostly are just...exercising coz...I realise u wont be able to exercise during poly days -.- And i really need to 'un-depress' myself from couple of things. And i would like to at least get a gold in napfa once in my lifetime. ROFL.

Yea, there's a reason why im blogging.

Dun expect me to say the reason.

2009-09-22T19:35:00.002+08:00

I miss duke of the mountain deer. I have so much things to criticise, i forgot to criticise myself. And the new strepsils is nice :D

2009-09-20T21:56:00.001+08:00

'How scary can a human be?'

Very :D

2009-09-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

The simple way to call someone's art work ugly is to say that he or she din put in effort.

2009-09-10T15:33:00.004+08:00

I said i wont blog, i din said i wont post pics. opps i just wrote a sentence XD

2009-09-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

My mind is focus now, im going to quit blogging for 1 and half month from now.

And you stupid freak girl, better stop badmouthing Wei Er anymore, do you noe u r seriously looking like a jealous girl who has a bf yet grieving over the loss of a previous crush you have to another opponent a thousand times better and stronger than you?

And he admit that he wasnt the one messaging u anymore, u r the one -.-

2009-09-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

'I must have back my determination!'

What a lousy friend im, and what a lousy sister im. I duno wads wei er's house no. and i din memorise her phone no.!!! GOSH GOSH GOSH....And i din even realise my eldest sis bday is coming which is...this saturday, they are celebrating at the prawn pond in aroozoo, anyway who wants to join? (i wan someone to join, it will bored you to death over there with tons of adults)

But at least im pretty sure wei er likes to do XD while i likes to do XP and many other things she told me and i subconsciously remembers it. And im going to make a present for my sister as she sort of lament that she have been so good to me (which i cant deny) while i din give her present for the past...around 4~6 years? Ever since one particular year i drew her a Stitch, which i cant remember why i do that. But if im not wrong its because she bring me to watch Lilo and Stitch...Or isit because i stitch was my idol during that year? Anything. I have poor memories when im young.

Arh, and i was thinking whether i should deactivate my facebook acount once exams start, and i felt it was a wise decision coz once i deactivate it, i would have no motivation to go msn which means i have no motivation to on my computer. BUT the difficulty lies in my determination to click the 'deactivate' button and to prevent myself from clicking 'activate' button.

But i also worry about my mousehunt, sigh.

And i should make good use of my holidays doing homework/revising/catch up my As and lastly starts to 'open' up the presents my sister give me, because i have no time to go read up, it is about PALMISTRY! Which teach you how to read palms, i noe 'its so cool' :D Another thing is i duno whether should i open the new deck of tarots cards my sister bought for me >:/

...

2009-09-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

'The best thing is to have someone that love you and you love him/her in return.'

Macdonald is giving Doraemon's toys for happy meal, i hate happy meal, firstly the burger i cant eat, then the nuggets arent good enough to fill my stomach(thanks to my pretty high metabolism). I bought one happy meal today nonetheless, weier says she is going to help me hohoho.

And oh, she gave me a heart shape green gel candle. Gosh, i wont dare to burn it man. I shalt leave it beside my cactus. And...
CACTUS FOR ADOPTION
The buds that grow out of my cactus or 'Cacus' are maturing soon, got to find a new owner or at least a new place for better growth for it, if not it will sucks the nutrient out of the parent bud :/ There are around 7 buds up for grabs :)

Okay siao, im going to watch slumdog millionaire hee.

珍惜

2009-09-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

'Let me soar away from your clutches, ill look again.'

Wei er arh wei er. So lucky or so suey leh? ROFL. Its not a talking-okie thing anymore. No more lightning speed anymore. More of a do more than you talk. Girls now are expecting much while boys now are doing too little.

Anyway, SAM! Its not going to be in lightning speed anymore hor. U TOOT. I wont let that happen hohoho. Anyway went out with wei er just now to mac, and talk and laugh and smile until mouth pain, face stiff, rofl. And i told wei er this.

''I wont let my face to blush ever again.'' (over him)

容易得来就不叫珍惜
因为说到就拿到了会有什么成就感呢？

noone.

2009-08-31T19:56:00.002+08:00

'I done something really stupid just now, but anyway look forward.'

Accompany wei er to her primary school northland primary. Their food is like so cheap? Even my primary school need $1~$1.20 lor and then her 1 bowl of rice/noodle 60cents?! WTH? That's less than buying an ice-cream to eat.

Anyway, din went back my school? I only plan to go back after i get my O level results, and let Daniel Wong to be proud of me, his student :D (heard he is pretty fierce?) Oh ya, even the food are cheap, i din bought any coz i duno wad to buy also...sigh I bought their sportade though, cost uber cheap, $1. Our sch $1.20.

Today's concert went pretty well, other than the fact that the students are not enthu. I just realise that every year, only the sec 4s are the ones clapping, cheering, roaring loudly. Every year. And then the video hor...words too small, gona upload on school webby for share? XP

Reach school at 6.08am. Mr Chia arrive at 6.22am. And mrs rupesh seems delighted by her gift. And then, ms koh's hello kitty break, need bring back to fix, but leave it with joanne...i told ms koh cfm wednesday give her and she will cfm like it hahas.

freak lor.

2009-08-31T19:12:00.002+08:00

'You guys still cant see how messy is 3A1 and are still adding more?'

Some guy like a girl in our class. This girl just break with her bf, her bf used to be a good fren of 'some guy'. Now their relationship are all sour.

Cant her bf understand that love cant be control? It just come naturally unknowingly...You cant blame anyone or discriminate anyone just because you realise he like you or u realise he like ur girl -.-

Stop discriminating -.-

2009-08-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

'hmmm.'

tmr need go sch at 6.15am. for me. -.- +someone else.

tADA

2009-08-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

'30 more post + this to 200post.'

My neck... getting pain for no good reason. This few days forgot bring medication to school cant eat when pain, so sad. Now really... sigh.

Im going to sleep early today.

Wadever.

2009-08-29T17:50:00.002+08:00

'I wan back my never ever land.'

GOSH! What have I done?! Omo. I felt so retarded, i felt so bad -.- i make someone waste her fuel, omo. Fuel are getting more expensive nowadays, so sorry. But i noe u wont read this :/

I shalt stay at home now, and tmr unless i meet her today. A thousand and one sorry lar .... >< Plannings are called planning u cant cut in halfway. Duno why, when someone turn me down really nicely when i do something wrong, ill be willing to do a thousand stuff for that person, to repent my mistakes.

Anyway, I duno how to talk about this morning, my leg hurts lar. Really dun understand why we should do that when we will suffer. Shld do something we enjoy right? Seriously no offence. If we are going to get hurt just because of giving something to another one, it does not make sense. Since they proclaim he loves us, he wont want to see us suffer :/ So if u love me dun hate me for complaining, since whatever i do, you will still love me right? Just like how u love Osama, Obama and Mas Selamat, all i asked for u is 'dun hate me'

Im very tired, wan sleep and bath but scared she sms again well im doing this sort of 'leaving phone exercise.'

I like a 5 letter guy, Green.

:/

2009-08-28T22:55:00.003+08:00

'Why do I like to torture myself?'

I duno the truth. Good or Bad.
I dun wana guess anymore.
Im tired of this game.
Im happy you change ur shoes. wadsoever.
Its all lies.
Its not me that u want.
I know.

Tmr gona be a tired day i feel. I dun wana wake up so early lar.

sigh

2009-08-27T20:14:00.003+08:00

'I love Liem and Pillai!'

After days of lack of sleep, im already feeling very sick. Yesterday's geog field trip just make it worst. Im feeling in and out now... Feeling cold and hot...

I feel so bad? Dint stay with wei er much this days, sigh. But she understands though...

Anyway yesterday's field trip was about watching mangrove and running/strolling under the big light rain, splattering the whole of ur body and becoming a chicken. (luo tang ji) And not to mention i was wearing uniform. Lucky im not the one who wear black/blue/even green ahem inside, im simple :/

P/S: the mosquitoes there are rather stupid? u can feel that they bite you, and i got 9 from there. Yey! not.

I noe im ugly.

physics.

2009-08-26T21:39:00.001+08:00

'Free fall. If you want to fall, fall faster.'

Im starting to worry. I don't know where's the reason for my subjects to be dropping in grades. Because im very problematic, too much problem to consider which is the cause.

Lastly, i wan my bursary for the end of this year. If my test pull my exams grade down even if i score well...I might not be able to get my $! Additionally, my level position has already drop...

Im so depress and worried over this.

PS

2009-08-23T22:04:00.002+08:00

'U r ignoring me and im enjoying it.'

I cant do Amaths chapter 7.4 qn 6, 10, 11, 12. I also cant do Amaths chapter 8.2 qns 8, 9, 10.

Suddenly, i love ang mo kio alot. It seems that, whenever i need some craft item badly, i always can go to that particular shop in ang mo kio last minute, because it always have wad i want without fail. So far.

Anyway, im here to advertise 2 particular blog. One belongs to my CCA another one belongs to my friend. :D
Art Club
99beads
I strongly recommend 99beads, the stuff are cheap and nice :D

On regards to the previous post, im alright, actually i have gotten over it, just that i wan clarify with her, since she claim she dun understand why it happen. Nonetheless, even if i have gotten over it doesnt mean im open to the friendship again.

Lastly, i dun like jian hao -.- I HATE HIM INSTEAD. He is so freaking quiet and he likes the same cartoon character as me. Now i should focus my adoration on crayon shin chan.

...

2009-08-21T19:53:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to start this post. Tanya.

Everything actually starts ever since you starts to complain what i din do for you like how i did last time. And what i din do for you compare to your friend. And you starts to prefer your other friends over me. And u cant stand my lifestyle.

I'm your friend who accompany you during recess last time or you follow me when I'm on duty. I'm a friend that use to accompany you after school when you have nothing to do. Or sometimes, go my house and eat. Not to mention free lunch, and i dun mind, nor does my mum.

Maybe because of my lifestyle that put you off. I'm not someone who go out frequently unless the plan is plan out.

Because i simply cant find a reason why we should wander aimlessly in a shopping centre when we have nth to buy. I'm changing...at least i tried. I tried to wander aimlessly, but what i do is look around and not involve in what you are talking with constance. Thats because, im used to that. I dun talk when i go out with my family, we look around our own self. We don't discuss what to buy or discuss how cute something is. My siblings are after all, old.

My siblings are not like yours, who swish out their camera anytime and snap. My siblings are not like yours, who has not much of age gap. My siblings are not like yours, who bring you or go out with you together often. My siblings are simple, we talk occasionally like what to eat and what i want, most of the time, they decide. Again, i dun go out often.

When i have duty, and you have to follow me. You complain to me how boring it was. I remember it. But i dun like it either, no one likes duty. Maybe it wasnt a complain. Its just part of your opinion. But the thing is, i feel that u r complaining, even if u feel u r not. I feel it.

My duty change, i still have to patrol once in a week. Yet, you still complaint, it has been reduce, what do you want? I have no choice but to let you stop following me, thats the best way out of ur boringness and my sadness. Its not what I want, i dun understand why you blame me. Then you thought i was having bad mood, and you told constance and both of you din talk to me. You should know i have great tolerence not to talk to someone. Even for 8 years. Facing the person everyday and not a nice sentence spoken for 8 years.

Every week, you will more or less come to my house and stay for awhile or we will have something to do. But when your GB friends or siew cheng has something with you and it occurs pretty much, its either yixuan and weiling, shi rui and santhiya or siew cheng and you and sometimes grace and you. You will stay back with them, but where do I go exactly? I only could go home because i have no one to turn to, i din complain. But now teachers' day is coming, i cant let you have my time anymore, i cant stay back with you anymore. You complain again, because of council, i din have time for you. I love council, no matter how bad it is. Do you understand that if council were not the ones doing duty it will be the uniform group perhaps, do you realise that? When you are busy with your GB, and i know you will have fun, i din complain 'why din you accompany me instead'? Why cant you go home like how i do? U stay back to hangout with your friends, i stay back to do stuff for teacher's day, which do you think is less stress and more fun?

Remember that time you strangle me? I dun like being strangle, i dun like being bully. Being surrounded by you and constance, both of you strangling me, constance did let go, but u din. But the strength of my brother's is bigger. Getting bully by him is expecting death in any moment. And you tried to play fire with me, you burn urself. And called me childish, i still rmb that post of yours, you din considered all the facts before you call me childish when it wasnt my fault to start with, i wasnt the one bullying another person, i was the one being bullied and being called childish. Have you considered the reason why im so reactive to what you did on that day? Im paranoid about that. And hurt to be bullied and called childish. I'm hurt and sadden.

The day before, you guys were playing outside the La Galerie, you tried to piggyback constance, you din realise how cramp the place is with the 'trolley' over there and still tried to play, i was physically hurt by the textbook, the sharp point. I was angry because the trolley was so big over there, leaving the space to walk so small, yet you guys still tried to play without trying to see my existence there and i could be hurt easily when constance swing her hand, and that her textbook will hit me. The reason that i manage to get over it because, i feel that you guys are not as observant as I am, you guys din mean to hurt me, you guys just din consider that such thing will happen. Not because everytime ill be angry for a while. Nonetheless, im hurt.

Remember that time, you told constance in the MRT train about something, i din heard correctly and i asked politely. Rmb what u told me off with? Maybe it was a casual remark, but it hurts deeply inside. I din blame u guys for lefting me out, and you blame me for asking you a question. For the whole day, u have been talking to constance, and me walking aimlessly, sometimes when i heard something, i asked. You feel that we have left constance out. I let you talk to constance. You feel weird to be talking to 2 person at the same time, duno who to look at, i let you have an easier life, i let you and constance talk, ill just be alone, i dun mind. That time u told constance something, u were facing her, i was looking away, your voice project to her ears while my ears is on another side, i cant hear properly, i asked politely and thats what you told me off with. Im seriously upset.

Remember that time you asked to have a bite on a burger or a mouthful of something from trishia, she said in chinese 'you so fat already still want to eat.' You told me you are hurt, coz you asked very politely for food, and trishia give u such rude reply. Have you forgotten how hurtful it felt that u did it to another person?

Remember the day before constance bday? We wanted to go bugis to buy her present, you told me u are very tired and sleepy doing the card and that u wan go home. I requested for you to follow me to art room to put down my bag. You stroll reluctantly. You reach the staircase near DnT room and signaled to me to go down when im at Art Hub. As u will pointing at your staircase, naturally ill feel u wan me to walk one big round back. I dun understand again, why cant you walk nicely all the way to the back of the hall staircase? We are going canteen right? its not like im making u walk a big round, u make me walk a big round. Yes, u stroll to the art room, yet u manage to hobble down the staircase so fast and easy when u can stroll so slooooowly from class to art room.

You were tired and sleepy, u wanted to go home yet i saw your bag lying in sch in 3pm. You would rather play such energy eating sports than going out buying present with me? When it was you who wanted that? You canceled my appointment due to your tiredness yet u make another appointment with your GB friends to play basketball? Comparing from bugis to khatib and from bugis to marine parade, am i making your life difficult? Am i making u going to jurong and then back to khatib and back to marine parade? Who has the harder choice? Im upset by your choice, and your accidental lies.

I dun understand why. Why you will once feel bad about rejecting siew cheng request to play bball with you when u wont feel a slightest bit of bad that u told me u are tired yet could play bball? Maybe you feel bad, but where's your remorse? Did you treat me better? No, just same old way, u will use me like a tool again...again in recess, again chunk in one side after school, where u have your bunch of friends.

Humans naturally looks for another friend when they are lonely, and im too stupefied by how fast you can look for another one. I can see, you dun need me anymore. You have much too many friends to entertain, yet i only have you and constance. I treat you and constance better than my good friends, yet i dun get the same treatment. Why am i doing so much? Go back to the 2nd paragraph of this post, shi rui's mum will even mind u to go to her house. And out of so many friends of yours, i was the few or maybe the only one that volunteer to follow you to your bus stop and wait till your bus is here, and walk home alone. I can choose not to, i can choose to let u continue be the one sending me home instead of via versa. Im not trying to say im better than your friends, i just want you to remember that im not just one of your good friends. I only asked for the same balance, u dun have to tell me u r tired and wants to go home, and play basketball with another friend. Thats your preference of friends. You prefer them over me, you rather play with them then go out with me. I understand why coz im boring, and im sad about it.

If everytime you are happy when I'm sad and hurt, why should i carry on this friendship? I dun wan to end it, yet i noe i cant sustain anymore i have reach my limitation, i cant take it anymore i feel like ending it yet i noe i dun wan unless something is done i really reach my limit, go back to the top and count the no. of red highlighter ones, thats the evidence of our friendship of me getting hurt.....

Im shedding tears when im writing this post.

52042846

2009-08-20T18:54:00.002+08:00

'I love my school website.'

LOL. Students just like to talk the opposite, I even saw people writing Mr Ramesh Rocks! in the school website forum, rofl.

Anyway mr chia bring us to CR1 to visit the school website, and justin manage to make a commotion within 10sec. Anyway since i have got nothing better to do, i tried to advertise Art Club blog. Btw it is opartclub.blogspot.com :D And i saw alot funny funny thing like 'i hate hmwk etc' and mrs cheah even commented on it, ROFL. Anyway, she comment something like u guys better finish up your hmwk etc. XP

P/S: my parents are childish, why cant they grow up? -.-

sleep.

2009-08-19T21:12:00.002+08:00

'Cloud nine?'

Today Rich lesson, practically dreaming away. Then wished for alot stuff to happen, and eventually it did. I was so happy, i actually wanted to stand up and do alot of stuff. But duh, i wont dare.

But the rest of the day was really tiring, i just wish i can go home like last time at 2pm and sleep and then do hmwk. Where are they? Y_Y

Moral: its not easy to get ur sleep

tired.

2009-08-19T01:19:00.002+08:00

'?'

Question mark. Mark your question. Answer my question. Truthfully. Nicely.

I want to quit school, too stressed now -.- Council, homeworks, all get the better of me, i wan my SLEEEP.

Ignorant.

2009-08-17T21:26:00.003+08:00

'Green are visible in nature.'

I want the recyclable bag in body shop. Green is not a color, it is the mind XP

Latest news! Kristin dun like Cecilia liao. And and and, Cecilia is taken, OMO! More discussion and gossip tomorrow XO Betting that double dating will end within 2 mths time with the excuse that exams are coming, hohoho. Only a small minority knows what I'm talking about.

Off i go, so tired. Staying back to very late everyday after school. And disturbing wei er from time to time coz so sick and tired of my job.

Going Ikea and Art Friend this saturday if i manage to persuade my mum to let me go.

P/S: my maid cut bands and it looks epic ugly on her. -.-

Girls talk. Only found in people younger than me.

Sunday freeze.

2009-08-17T02:07:00.003+08:00

'So much stuff going on.'

Sold stuff on behalf of art club from 8am to 12pm, reach there too early, need wait for them to come, sigh. I was practically everywhere except calligraphy, hohoho. Then ziying keep saying i betrayed calligraphy, diao, my calligraphy is compariable of a P1 :)

Went to AMK hub with joanne to watch 3D UP. Reach AMK mrt at 1.51pm. Reach the place at 2pm. Bought the 2pm tickets at 2.18pm. Thank goodness when we go in the movie just started, so lucky~~~ Hahas. If not really sad, come so far nth to watch. And the 3D the glasses so cool, if only can bring back home. Anyway, 3D are magnificent :D

We each made a letter in the special type of 'glue' i color it green and dark purple in the middle then i use toothpick to spread the purple out, then very nice hohohoho :D Wei Er loves purple ma~~~ XP

Went home bathed and then sleep zzzz till 12am then do hmwk and blog lol.

Theater are still that freezing coldddddd.

:D

2009-08-16T00:09:00.003+08:00

'A broad wide smile.'

Smiling is a very hot topic. But today, i shalt not go through that.

Went out with wei er and kian hui to Science Center in Jurong East. The male one today extremely bright, dian deng pao! Me and wei er want sweet sweet come in sucha shiny suit. Anyway, go in to Da Vinci $10, go science center + Da Vinci $11, of coz idiot wont want to waste 1 more $ to go science center. So we pay extra dollar to go in science center and plaaaaaay.

Normally only school bring us come, so always not enough time to play but this time, the time is we control one, muahahaha. So played the whole science center upside down, and dear me was frighten by a humongous crab. I was scanning through the tank (coz it was very dark) for something when i scan very quickly to the corner, i saw a dark shape, i shouted, duh -.- not very loud lar, just my zhao pai shout in 'ERRWWWW, cons u rmb that time jamie scared me?'

I love most was the cloud ring and water ring, it seems that i love circle shape stuff alot, rofl. I din noe that hahas.

Anyway, Da Vinci the creation, 30% is take other ppl ideas and improve de. 40% leh he invent works! or at least work with 'limited success' (taken from the description). 10% until now no one can improve it much coz its too perfect, other than the part that we use electricity. 20% is his famous art pieces.

Overall, his whole life is no life, do all this things for mankind, but dun have him also dun have us lar, alot of his work is like the ancestor of helicopter, aeroplane, suttomarine (submarine), scuba diving suit'.

Additionally, i believe strongly that all his creations to be sooooo recognise hor, comes from part of his mysterious-ness. Well, human are natural kay poh, er hum curious :)

I did this reflection coz my sis says it improves my language, well i hope so.

P/S: halfway through that bright suit went off with unknown reason, leaving me and wei er sweet sweeeeeet.

Legend

2009-08-14T19:48:00.002+08:00

'Do you feel what I feel? I duno....I only noe how i feel.'

Later going watch 'where got ghost?', i hope it will make me laugh and scared, ROFL. Damn, i din noe when was 7th month until Wei Er shout to Wei Jia, so freaking sad Y_Y i tot i could live like last year, that i din noe that even started and keep shouting '7th month coming' then someone told me ended liao ROFL.

According to a legend, couples use to be like a clam shell, stick together in a pair. But a jealous genic seperate them apart, making hard for them to find each other to be together for live.

J.G.

2009-08-13T20:17:00.002+08:00

From art club blog, very cute right? From Joanne Goh From 2B2, so cute :)
And found this 'cute pic'

Hint: click to enlarge, coz its too ugly to view in danger.

for the 3rd day of christmas...

2009-08-13T19:49:00.003+08:00

'On the 11th day of christmas.'

My bday that day....some junior like forgot, rofl, they thought that day was monday, nvm hahas. Received a small card and a gift, not present, is gift.

I received a tissue rose from jamie, thank you :) A green paper rose from Don, which is made last min -.- and a pebble mouse from wilson, which is very cute. A million hug from wei er also XP Then i get a cactus, named as cacus in wednesday, wah finally got cactus, hohohoho. :D During art club, joanne and jie min get me something, hahas. Then i get a doraemon sketching from Don. enjoy eating but guilty that im harming my body, rofl >< And today, i get a paper bag from Don again, then open is newspaper wrap, and after unwarapping for like 10min, i found a very small thing.

A green handmade 'pouch' with another small doraemon sketching and W cardboard, OH MY! Don draw very nice, other then his irritating style of wrapping. +losing a cactus he bought previously for me rofl. 1 day after another i get a gift from him, hahs, like christmas hor.

Happy i think :)

Cards.

2009-08-13T19:31:00.002+08:00

'When time run away from you and you dont have the strength to chase it.'

The day before my birthday, i went out to eat with my family. Food quite nice but could be nicer if not for their wrong orders (i hate the waiter, we said the number but they write the food down mistakenly, not smart try to act smart.) Then after that go Taka at Orchard to buy an extra deck of Tarot cards which are very very nice and a deck of palmistry that determines ur future or attitude through ur palms.

So the moral is. I love my new set of tarots cards because its prettier then u hahas.
And i now can acquire a new skills which is Palm Reading :)

Then we go cotton on buy shoes, 2 for $25. And then i bought the slippers. Which has a tag price of $69, my sister said it might be another country the currency. Anyway, we made our way to Ion and saw a shop call Rubi Shoes which is the brand Cotton On sell, the price is the same, the difference is, rubi shoes HAS MORE VARIETIES damn it. nvm, love my shoes still, i must learn to love it.

Arh, my sis spend alot of money on me, but the cards her bf going to pay coz that was my commission he owes me XP

THANK CUTE PEOPLE :D

2009-08-11T22:53:00.013+08:00

My relative + sister :D

Friends rank from the earliest in facebook, hohoho.

to the latest in facebook hahas.

This people are from msn :D

MADEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3>

And the da ge. without any wishes but on her blog :)

This are all kept in very very mini size, din did it on purpose, i do all the editing in 'Paint', im too poor for adobe lar hahs. Din receive any cactus or doraemon related stuff, but i think im going to get a cactus soon. But whatever it is, this messages made up all the losses i get :D

P/S: dont you think they are cute? Why not? :D Kept for memory purposes man :D

P/S 2: if you have wish me but wasnt here, pls inform me ya? :D